I created a new blog as my old one had become u inspiring and to tell the truth a pain in the backside. This year I am going to UNI and living away from most people I know. It is to be my fresh start. About 9 months ago I started restricting what I ate to the extreme. I lost a lot of wieght so I know my body can do it again. I became vegan and cut out carbohydrates. I have started this again and will not fail.
5 months into the diet I went to a remote island with me family who made me eat diary as otherwise I wouldn't have got anything ( which I would have been fine with) I put on five kilo's as my body stored all the fat it could. When I got home I really struggled to go back to my norm so since then I have been eating nearly whatever I went except meat.
Today that ends and I am vegan and not eating carbohydrates. I am to plan my diet and exercise on a new page so check that out if you want to do it with me I would be more then happy to help give enthusiasm. Just email me: geewizzzz@hotmail.com!!!!
MY REWARD SYSTEM.
57-New magazine
55- sleep over with my beautiful god daughter aged 6 months
53-New bikini
50- day at the day spa
I have been lower then this but I get overwhelmed if the goal is too far away. my ultimite goal wieght is 45.
Dieting is not fun and as I have realised the voice never goes away even when your eating your guts out. I am a purger but prefer not too, so only do it once a week unless I really have too. I enjoy drinking A LOT so I shot as it has less calories. Soda water also works.
At the moment I weigh 59 kg s and you have no idea how embarrassed I am. I only very where maxi dresses and ugly baggy pants to cover up my legs. I know i am not overweight but not underweight anymore really hurts.
I am going to loose the kg's so I can be happy with what I look like. I remember before, I was truely happy, happy with people worrying. They were just jealous anyway of my legs in skinny jeans. I feel like a have been slapped in the face now.
Anyway hear is to new beginnings starting today.
People I may mention in my blog:
A- My sister I will be living with, Totally obsessed with exercise, A personal trainer.
Y- My best friend, Wont be together this year though.
E-A very good friend that is moving to the same place as me.
IA- Another good friend, great thinspo weighing 44kgs, incredibly tall.
The others I'll explain in post's.
Please comment on my blog, as it is brand new. I'll need all the followers and comments I can get also dont forget to email me! geewizzzz@hotmail.com
Stay beautiful, my beautys!
